finally started the dream journals.
Background:
I'm attached, but recently had some some feelings for this vice captain of mine coz his personality and even laughter totally resembles a guy i used to like about 2 years ago, before i met current bf. sounds super slutty, but feelings can't be controlled.
Dream:
well there goes the story.
i confessed to him the feelings i had. well he was like, lets keep it underground.
he was in this 'milo-green' shirt, damn ugly. ok this is digression
so there happened to be a disaster and he, with a group of male teammates, told the girls to leave first and they will follow behind (being heroic hahhaa)
leaving on an mrt train -.-
damn worried in the dream, it was like, crap, can he faster arrive or sth?
well he did, so i was about 50 m away from him and his gf was nearer (oh guess i din mention he has a gf)
when i saw him, coz i was super happy and ran towards him. well i wasn't the only one luh. his girl ran too.
wad happened afterward was super drama.
wanting to grab his hand to show him my relief, he whacked my hand away and went to grab his real gf's hand.
he den stared at me with the face which seem to tell me: sorry, you are no where to be standing on par with my girl.
oh crap oh crap. super emo about this can? heartbroken in the dream, damn heartpain.
woke up after that luh, with the same heartache.
After the dream:
well trng was that night. wanted to skip trng but decided not to coz i'll get to see him if i go trng. heh. couldn't stand it and told my best friend. crap, wad kinda dream is this man. omg.
then that night, he wasn't there for trng luh. emoooss. but eventually he turned up.
immediately change of mood, damn high! hahaha.
alrite man, way to go, but he shud nt be my motivation to go for trng!!!
heh. well, i still feel the heart pain when i think back about the dream. crap.
talk about rejection manz. a dream can make one feel so much!
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